THINGS I AM SUPPOSED TO LEARN
I am enough
I don't need to prove myself worthy of love
To allow myself to be taken care of
To be vulnerable
To let relationships happen and not force them to happen.
Nothing is wrong with me if I ask for help
To be more sensitive to others
To be more patient with people
To accept that all my wants are contradictory and won't mash up into one focus want
To remove "bad" labeling from my different wants.
What I learned is that in all three signs (Virgo, Aries and Scorpio) I am are very strong, reliable, independent women who is in control. Basically I am a super woman. There is not a task that I can't over come in the outside world. But my inner voice is an absolute mess. I am not confidant in anything that I am doing socially. I have huge contradicting feeling in my relationships. I basically I don't trust anyone. I don't trust what they say or what they do. Then all of them say I just have to accept all of my craziness and to not put a label of good or bad on to it.
actor note: Now, I see why I hate simple characters!
I am enough
I don't need to prove myself worthy of love
To allow myself to be taken care of
To be vulnerable
To let relationships happen and not force them to happen.
Nothing is wrong with me if I ask for help
To be more sensitive to others
To be more patient with people
To accept that all my wants are contradictory and won't mash up into one focus want
To remove "bad" labeling from my different wants.
What I learned is that in all three signs (Virgo, Aries and Scorpio) I am are very strong, reliable, independent women who is in control. Basically I am a super woman. There is not a task that I can't over come in the outside world. But my inner voice is an absolute mess. I am not confidant in anything that I am doing socially. I have huge contradicting feeling in my relationships. I basically I don't trust anyone. I don't trust what they say or what they do. Then all of them say I just have to accept all of my craziness and to not put a label of good or bad on to it.
actor note: Now, I see why I hate simple characters!